Day 58: Worth It

Happy Saturday and Day 58 of Another 100 Days of Hannah, y'all!
 
Bleh.
What to write about this morning?

It's another dreary Saturday morning here.

Actually, I shouldn't say another - we've been blessed with incredibly beautiful weather this winter.  So grateful for sunny days, when I know how few of them we get some years.

But, as usual, the dreariness does little for my motivation.

Which is probably why it's 8a and I'm just starting this post.

C'est la vie.

With that in mind, it's admittedly easy to fall into a 'is this even worth it' kind of mindset today.

Okay, it's pretty easy to fall into that mindset a lot of the time.

As I've mentioned many times before, with my peace(keeping) tendencies, I'm really good at just sweeping things under the rug.
 
And by things, I mean, pretty much anything and everything.

Negative emotion? Nope - don't wanna feel that.  Let's pretend it doesn't exist.
Uncomfortable situation? That's no fun - let's pretend it's not there too.
Physical changes? Mmm nope - as long as I can find a way to function through them, I'm fine, right?

And so the list continues.

Because, more often than not, it's pretty easy to convince myself that true peace and wholeness isn't worth it.

It isn't worth the time.
It isn't worth the effort.
It isn't worth the cost.

Which is really saying that, in the depths of my heart, I don't believe I'm worth it.

I'm not worth the time.
I'm not worth the effort.
I'm not worth the cost.

Woah.

Anyone else?

Admittedly, it's really hard for me to get past this some days.
Or... most days.

And, I'd like to say that that's when I'm reminded of the Father's great love for me.
But a lot of days, that's not the case.

More often than not, I find myself caught in the 'I'm not worth it' lie.

But just because I believe it doesn't make it true.

Because the Creator said that I was worth the life of His only begotten son.

And you are too.

'Til tomorrow,

Hannah

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